the book that im stuck on because im lazy is where rainbows end
There's a movie adapted from it tho. it's called love, rosie. I've watched the movie already and thus decided to start on the book and personally, I really feel that they're like two diff stories?!
probably because a movie only allows 2hours+ at most so they couldn't possibly place so many fine and nice details into a single movie.
and this is also the reason why i'm planning to start reading harry pottter's soon!! which means a visit to the library is a must probably during june wew
i cant wait!!!
I've watched most of the harry potter movie and i can say that im hooked??
gryffindor ftw!!!
and now im going all crazy for hot nerds cos they're got damn HOT. brains and looks, that's just WOW.
Aside from these, i only read books online for eg on wattpad.
I've read some nice ones but most of them are finished and currently, im reading the teddy bear argument. i'm still at chapt 4 tho? so nope, not commenting about it yet. not at all~
i should be able to finish it by this fri tho. or probably sat
so thats all !!! If it's about the dramas Im watching well, you could just be well-prepared for a whole list of them because im a drama fan and i watch all kinds of drama. romance, comedy, action, mystery, horror, thriller whatever man. and i watch diff countries drama like thailand, korea, japan, china, hongkong, taiwan and the list goes on...
yeap so i shall end here and the next post shall be some time soon!
Tuesday, 26 May 2015
my earliest memory
hmmm...
Well, the earliest would probably be that of me heading to sch every morning when i was 6.
i still rmb very vividly how enthusiastic i was about school
i was always the first few to reach the school
for eg school starts at 8 but i'll be all ready and start queuing up at 730am which to me is such a burden rn.
but well, i was 6 then and sleep had never been a problem.
and i still rmb waking up every morning and being able to see my grandfather's smile and asking me if i've eaten in hokkien.
I'll wake up to my fav fish porridge bought from the same stall over and over again until the uncle knows me (hahaha.) but sadly it closed down.
All these just proves how much i miss my grandfather because the earliest memories I ever had were all those with him in it.
And i really wish that i hadn't allowed him to walk out the door that afternoon. If only if i had the ability to stop him... i would have done so
i miss you grandpa and i hope you're doing well...
so well, that's my earliest memory and there really isn't alot because i cant really rmb things well?
probably why i keep losing stuff >:
Well, the earliest would probably be that of me heading to sch every morning when i was 6.
i still rmb very vividly how enthusiastic i was about school
i was always the first few to reach the school
for eg school starts at 8 but i'll be all ready and start queuing up at 730am which to me is such a burden rn.
but well, i was 6 then and sleep had never been a problem.
and i still rmb waking up every morning and being able to see my grandfather's smile and asking me if i've eaten in hokkien.
I'll wake up to my fav fish porridge bought from the same stall over and over again until the uncle knows me (hahaha.) but sadly it closed down.
All these just proves how much i miss my grandfather because the earliest memories I ever had were all those with him in it.
And i really wish that i hadn't allowed him to walk out the door that afternoon. If only if i had the ability to stop him... i would have done so
i miss you grandpa and i hope you're doing well...
so well, that's my earliest memory and there really isn't alot because i cant really rmb things well?
probably why i keep losing stuff >:
Wednesday, 6 May 2015
Challenge 6: something for my kids to know
Dear child/children from the future,
Something that I want you guys to know is that never ever give up on what you want and stand up for whatever you truly believe in. I am kind of a failure in that because yes. I'm outspoken at times but there's always certain place and certain circumstances that I never dared to let my voice be heard because of how scared I am. Don't be afraid to be different and never never hide your true self and be someone you're not. Your mum experienced it and I would say it's not something that you'll want to experienced at all. It's like I end up losing myself and this consequence is sth I never want you guys to end up in. Fall in love with someone and don't be afraid of telling them, love whoever you want and never be afraid to show it and don't ever ever let your love one go. Your mum rejected quite alot of guys because of reasons like the guy being someone my friend like or my friend doesn't like that guy. Well., these ain't reasons that you should reject a guy with. The only reason you can ever reject a guy with is When you don't like him either or He's playing with you. Because if you love him, I trust that you should just go for it. If not. You wouldn't know What the outcome will be.
And if you're a boy, don't ever play with girls' feelings they're vulnerable even if they don't appear to be so. Don't let your friends, all those gangsterish beings to manipulate your thoughts. Don't get into useless fights with your Friends and never never scold or beat a girl . You can only tease them and by teasing. They should be the very little ones.
Just rmb to live everyday to the fullest like it's your last day and there isn't a tomorrow so you'll never forget. Don't get too buried up in books to really truly understand the beauty of the world.
Friday, 1 May 2015
blog challenge 5: best advice I've ever got
Im back after such a long period of time and I'll ofc be continuing this blog challenge but i wouldn't post one everyday but one whenever i'm free. even a few at once will be fine too.
So, the best advice I've ever gotten I guess would be from my bff. I've known him for a very long time, since primary school but we weren't close back then until sec1 where we got into the same class and since then he has already took up this role as my annoying bff though it's been a longgg time since we last talked :/
The best advice he ever gave to me was that I should never lose myself. not because of anything or anyone. I've always thought that other ppl should come first in whatever decision I make and it's been true for every single move that I make. I always am sure that all the other ppl won't be at a losing end or I'll just minimise their loss. It was really tough doing so because compromises have to be made. I have to give up myself just so that others will be happy. and that's when i lose myself.
there was a period or should i say is? that i really dk who i am anymore... It's like i miss being me. sometimes i would have no idea how to act just because there is always this way of acting infront of diff ppl that i got used to, that when im supposed to be myself, it got so uncomfortable. sighhh
but anyway, i started wearing masks after masks to hide the facade. to hide the fact that im hurt and started pushing ppl away because i never wanted to disturb a single person. i didn't want to ruin their life.
my bff told me a lot of things and i still keep those messages because he's probably the best thing that happened to me. We do quarrel alot but i always find myself forgiving him because he's a large part of my life and I know that he understand me way much more than i understand myself.
and thats why im glad to call him my bff. it's sad that i dont tell him everything but i know that if one day, i need someone to talk to, he'll be there and i'll be there for him too.
anyway, the point is that this advice really did help me to realise that i've lost myself and i really couldn't afford to do so and thus i woke up. i stop putting everyone else in front of me and just did what i feel like doing because karma's a bitch and not everyone cares about your sacrifices.
the next best advice was given by my other bff. I've known him for 2years+. Haven't been talking ever since months ago and he's happily living his life with his girlfr ofc. The best advice he gave was to stop being so negative. yeap, but i swear im only negative infront of certain ppl and these certain ppl obviously include him and those that im comfortable with.
He got so pissed and fed up about my negativity that he scolded me. although he's always there for me when i needed someone and even ask if i wanted a phonecall every single time because he know how much that will mean to me. thanks bff x he taught me alot of things and ofc taught me to love myself by being more positive in life. there's a lot that he doesn't know tho but i guess, he never asked so i guess it's fine. there are always time like these, whereby i just feel like nobody truly understands me at all. nope, no one at all. because they never try hard enough to actually make me let them in. and i need them to try hard because idw them to leave so easily like how everyone else did. i still haven't learn to love myself yet but im in the process. but do you know how hard it is to do so?
because I've never felt love before so how am i supposed to love myself? I just want someone to love me till the day that i could but i know im asking for too much and that's alright.
anw, here is the 5th challenge and i shall end here goodbye !!
So, the best advice I've ever gotten I guess would be from my bff. I've known him for a very long time, since primary school but we weren't close back then until sec1 where we got into the same class and since then he has already took up this role as my annoying bff though it's been a longgg time since we last talked :/
The best advice he ever gave to me was that I should never lose myself. not because of anything or anyone. I've always thought that other ppl should come first in whatever decision I make and it's been true for every single move that I make. I always am sure that all the other ppl won't be at a losing end or I'll just minimise their loss. It was really tough doing so because compromises have to be made. I have to give up myself just so that others will be happy. and that's when i lose myself.
there was a period or should i say is? that i really dk who i am anymore... It's like i miss being me. sometimes i would have no idea how to act just because there is always this way of acting infront of diff ppl that i got used to, that when im supposed to be myself, it got so uncomfortable. sighhh
but anyway, i started wearing masks after masks to hide the facade. to hide the fact that im hurt and started pushing ppl away because i never wanted to disturb a single person. i didn't want to ruin their life.
my bff told me a lot of things and i still keep those messages because he's probably the best thing that happened to me. We do quarrel alot but i always find myself forgiving him because he's a large part of my life and I know that he understand me way much more than i understand myself.
and thats why im glad to call him my bff. it's sad that i dont tell him everything but i know that if one day, i need someone to talk to, he'll be there and i'll be there for him too.
anyway, the point is that this advice really did help me to realise that i've lost myself and i really couldn't afford to do so and thus i woke up. i stop putting everyone else in front of me and just did what i feel like doing because karma's a bitch and not everyone cares about your sacrifices.
the next best advice was given by my other bff. I've known him for 2years+. Haven't been talking ever since months ago and he's happily living his life with his girlfr ofc. The best advice he gave was to stop being so negative. yeap, but i swear im only negative infront of certain ppl and these certain ppl obviously include him and those that im comfortable with.
He got so pissed and fed up about my negativity that he scolded me. although he's always there for me when i needed someone and even ask if i wanted a phonecall every single time because he know how much that will mean to me. thanks bff x he taught me alot of things and ofc taught me to love myself by being more positive in life. there's a lot that he doesn't know tho but i guess, he never asked so i guess it's fine. there are always time like these, whereby i just feel like nobody truly understands me at all. nope, no one at all. because they never try hard enough to actually make me let them in. and i need them to try hard because idw them to leave so easily like how everyone else did. i still haven't learn to love myself yet but im in the process. but do you know how hard it is to do so?
because I've never felt love before so how am i supposed to love myself? I just want someone to love me till the day that i could but i know im asking for too much and that's alright.
anw, here is the 5th challenge and i shall end here goodbye !!
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