Im studying in srjc and will be taking my A levels in a few months.
I have a lot of stories to share but I only want to share them to those that wants to know
not because of curiousity
but because they truly care
Ever since the age of 10, I have been living with my dad and siblings.
At the age of 11, my sister got ill. very ill. She was hospitalised for 3years.
At the age of 14, i got backstabbed and betrayed by my best friends.
At the age of 16, my mother remarried and had a baby.
He is so precious i swear.
Even though I took months to accept his existence, it was one look that made me confirmed that I did the right choice.
At the age of 15, i met a boy. someone that i thought loves me but turns out, he doesnt.
He's too popular to do so but it's alright.
I still love him but i dont need him in my life anymore.
This story may not sound like you should care but i just want to share them because I'm finding a new start, a new beginning.
I have pistanthrophobia, I fear trusting people.
because they always break their promises, till i find no hope in trusting their words again.
I have no goal in life. i cant find them yet, im on my way there...
Hoping that I'll find them soon enough, to find myself.
and not feel as lost.
I guess i should stop here?
it will be slowly revealed through the many challenges that I'll be doing from now onwards.
I'm so sorry this came up so late ):
here's the recent picture to end off this post!
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